想你.

when was the last time we talked?

when was the last time we met?

when was the last time we were side-by-side doing nothing?

when. . .yesterday? :'(

i not sure what i did to deserve this . but whatever it was, knw that. . .im sorry.

I'm sorry for not being the most fun to hang out with. for not being pretty enough. for not caring all the time. for making empty promises. for being naive. for expecting. for trying too hard. for hurting you. for not being smart enough. for not being able to meet you. for not contacting you. I'm sorry for saying sorry. And most of all, im sorry for letting you down.

ps. idk what i did that let you down. but im sincerely sry.

Just know that whatever happened between us, the memories we had, the tears we shed and the laughter we shared, is a treasure in my life. i'll keep the treasure close to my heart, even as i walk alone on this earth.  if ever comes a day where you hav no one you can talk to, i'll always welcome you with open arms, to be your listening ear, to be your shoulder to cry on, to be your companion. 

I never wanted to judge or be judged, i just wanted to love and be loved. But if i cnt be loved, least, let me tell you that i love you. 

You were my elder sibling, advicing me. my younger sibling, fun was the name of the game. my bestie, doing nonsense together, my everything when we were together. Thou we are apart at this moment of time, i miss you. You need not miss me nor like me or even wna see me. But i'll pray for you cus when i recall the times we had, a teardrop is shed. U may forget me, but i never will. 

Takecare always. 

With love, someone who never meant to hurt or upset you.

ps; im hurt, i am. but i doubt you'll ever understand. . .

if you're wondering if im referring to you, definitely.

to whom it may concern : you(s)

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